=((

Evil day today. Sigh. I shall skip the details and just blabber the main point.



I lost my mobile.


Again.



Okay. The last one was stolen. Not much difference coz after all it's still not in my hands any longer. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.

So officially, i'm left with my new phone, the ericsson k750i one.

For those who i forgot to inform, the new number's at 97579470 ..

Have a good night. I'm sad. =((

it's only..

Found this photo from the documents retrived from my ibook.



This picture depicts a scene at...

Karen's post 14th birthday celebration.

Maybe i should go chop my hair again these few days.

Sigh.

Anyway.. I cant find the mood to study. I've downloaded new brushes from 8Nero.net. Template shall be up asap.

I hope.





it's only..
False Affection

i'm sorry

Something just happened.

I just apologised to him.

I'm feeling damn emotional now.

Heh, You dont see that daily do you ? Ah well.

JianYong, with regards to your friends.

The comment i made was harsh. I apologise. Nevertheless, they were rude in addition to being mean first.

So yea. I shall proceed to go cry my heart out or something now.

Take care people.
















Hey...










If you're reading this,







I'm sorry.







I really am.

NOTE

Spinning in My (Living) Room:
No Reason - Sum41
[CD Courtesy of John =D]

So yea, am now telling hanisah how lousy she is at convincing people.
Haha.

Anyway, so hear ye, hear ye.

Tis message is for all from the lands of ye old bedok south primary.

I'm too lazy now, besides, i wanna blabber about Mr Eugene Lim's rude friends. So....

THIS COMING WEDNESDAY MEET AT THAT OLD BUS STOP !!
Time will be confirmed on a later date.

Yea la. Give a bit of face can ? Go back la. This may be our last chance to see her again.

Last year, Mrs Thio was gone.
Last year, we realised that only Mrs Ng was left.
Last year, i still remember someone telling Mrs Ng this, "One more year, you must wait for us"

Ironically, this is our LAST year. There is no more NEXT year.

So for those who did not go back the previous three years, i see no point in stating your names, you know who you are, so please, treat it as a mini-gathering or whatsoever but please, come back.

Do you remember the tears we had shed when we left ?

Some of you hesitate. Please dont.

You wont be alone there. We're a class. We'll be there together.




Wont we ?




Is it possible for one more class photo, people ?

a tribute

As you all should know by now, i dont take in any 'sibling/relative' of whatsoever but there are these four people who've played a significant part in my life. So distinct have they left their mark that i doubt i'll forget so soon.

Here's a special shoutout to four most distinct 'footprints'. KaiLin, Hanisah, John and Lyon.

You four were always there to help me mitigate whatever problems i may face and helped me realise certain things that i would never have cared about.

KaiLin,
Gal, uncle johnny's shop is history !! =(
Went back to ave 3 to see the doc and saw that the site where the shop once stood is now a hairdressing salon. =((
Oh well. How we used to spend time there before you moved. Oh and last time i visited ( which was perhaps early this year ) uncle johnny still remembers us. Haha. =)
We may not talk much nowadays, but while i'm busy slacking my life away, i know you're working hard for the upcoming O's.
You've always been the more hardworking of us two. You go girl. =))

Hanisah,
We had never really been close during school.
I guess our friendship really started when weisiew called us and juechen down to help plan the class chalet.
I still remember when i called you out to watch the movie that day, dan was with me when i greeted you, dear. =)
However, he should've been used to it by then. In fact, he should be happy it wasnt 'drew as usual. Heehz.
I still remember last year when we went out and how you would just blabber about your prince charming. Haha. Forget him la. He's so not your type. =P
A1 for Malay leh. Work hard leh. Motivate me too leh. Haha.
Meet out sometime to study together, kay ? Rock on girl, love ya. x))

John,
Dunno what to say leh. It's been a pleasure knowing you lor. Haha.
Thanks for always been there for me to bitch to and laugh with.
Thanks for being there for me, reminding me of how i am ( how i sometimes subconsciously sound discriminating and all )
Really, thanks. Bro, you rock. x)

Lyon,
Lyon. Even bigger question mark. Haha. But i doubt i need say much.
Mervyn might just end up asking if i'm interested in you again but still..
All i'll say is, much love bro.
A big fat sorry to merv for 'last time', but yea, i guess it wasnt in me to keep that 'secret'. Haha.
Notable recount is last night. Thanks la. Really almost cry leh.
Crying over a race that has yet to begin is so not worth my tears.
Crying over a paper chase has never been part of me.
Thanks for the reminder. Love ya. x)


Although there're only four names here, i guess the main reason why so is that these four are the only four left i know i still can really rely on for support. My pillars. Haha. Cliche but true.

Other remarkable individuals who've changed/impacted( is there such a word ? haha. ) me are edmund, nicholas, daniel, andrew, tingting, lanlan, simin, karen, adeline, eugenia, benjamin, nadine, gaozheng ( ham !! heehz. ), mingfung, mason, jianyong, and of course, alvin (yit), the regular procrastinator. Heehz.

Hey, pinkster, you might not know it, but you really made me learn a lot. But then, that, is another story entirely. =)

Oh and all the rest of you of course, maybe not so heavy an impact but you did influence me somehow. I'm sure. Hahah.
Love ya all. =)

only time

Nadine was sick today. So sick that she couldnt come to school. *gasp*

This has never happened before !

But the main topic today is not that. Rather, what took place after school.

I had wanted to either,

a) stay back after school today to revise
b) go down to funan to pick up my ibook (yes, it's finally done. but that's another story)
c)go down to the library

In the end, option d) slack in school, won. But i did pop by the library after that to drop some books.

So yea, guess i'll revise later after this and pick up the ibook on thursday before meeting lyon.

But i digress.

After lunch, i popped over to 4e1 and saw the "poster committee" ( but we must admit, their teachers' day poster is uber kewl).

Then there, for weird reason, joyce and i started talking bout guys, instead of my initial plans to study while they continue work on their poster.

So we blabbered on, about funny encounters, strange ones and interesting characters we've met or known of.

So then, i recalled of last night's msg to JianYong.

"Acs guys are a bunch of snobbish monkeys"

Another discussion was carried out and the jury decided that perhaps only a minority of them are. Which is kinda true, out of the few i know, only the two of them really cause me much irk. =/

After which, joyce and linda began to warn me against a certain someone from their class. =/

I'll skim even more through that so as to avoid any rumours.

May Baboon not know of it. Please please please please. I so want to avoid any potential firestorms.

Sigh. So skip skip skip. As cliche as it sounds, time flies. The year's almost over. Like what he said last year, it's time for the last lap now. Dont disappoint yourself.

Maybe that's why i feel guilty whenever andrew asks if i've been studying hard.

Fine. I shall stop looking at that cute guy from down the street and spend the time on doing my revision. Lol. =P

But yea. I've got a race to run, a race against time.

It's a competition against the nation. Where friends turn foe.


It's time to get committed.

TNP and TODAY have letters in response to the supposed change and bertrand's letter or loller as he calls it, respectively. Interesting really.

I've read through their blog and forums and all i really want to say is that, while i salute them for their drive and determination in retaining their school's unique and distinct culture ( think tall and thin guys wearing the bright yellow PT kit with their shirts tucked in, shorts pulled till gravity-defying heights and knee high socks ), there are certain individuals there ( on the forums ) who cause the read to be rather unpleasant.

While being proud of your school, keep in mind that one should not develop this sense of pride at the expense of others (putting down of females, other schools, etc).

But, there are also impressive comments by some others of course.

It's pretty damn romantic when you log into MSN and see a whole horde of [son of Victoria] down your contact list.
-Wilfred Lau

So he claims.

Again, i say this, good luck.

http://www.vs.jonaize.com

Street party. Gastric flu. Chinese O's.

So here we have it, i dropped chinese successfully.

As much as you would want to know how, i'll skip the details.

For those not from my school, i'm the only chinese student who's successful in dropping the subject with a b3. Sean requested too with the same grade and failed.

So next on, my gastric flu is still on. Yesterday with benji strikes me as how i might have caught the bug..

So yea.. Guess i shall turn Qq for the rest of the year and go health freak. Yea..

Street party is on today. No mood. Too.. Tired. =/

So there, done. Entries from now on would be less consistent and less entertaining. I need to go mugger now.

Btw, you guys realise that vs might be turning co-ed ? Check out the petition they started and their blog.

Good luck andrew, and all the rest of you.

bleah

Feeling better today. Yayness.

I'll skip the details so yea, saw the doctor yesterday after talking with Tan.

Keroy and i, after school, went to the office to make an appointment with Loh with regards to our chinese. Then, the office staff later came and said we should see Tan instead, him being the HOD and all. So yea. Keroy and i went up, looked at the empty spot where their numbers once stood and proceeded to the staff lounge's phone to call Mary Koh.

I've no idea what she told Keroy in detail but it seems that the main thing was, we "had no right to call him".

So yea. I did the most reasonable anyone could do then. Call mummy !

Lolx.

So after a while, she got back at me, saying that she had called the office and that Loh said he'll talk to me, yada. Mum warned me to not be overly aggressive in my speech, yada yada.

Then dunno for what reason, Keroy and i called Tan. Thus he came out of his office (imagine fog and all creepy lightings) we blabbered for about an hour before i suddenly felt nauseous. No, it's not coz of him. Seriously. Haha.

Anyway, so excused myself to well, puke. Returned to see keroy taking the stand against Tan. Was rather calm at first after which Keroy took on a more offensive stance. Had to remind him to calm down even. Oh well. =/

So yea. Called mum after Tan left, quoting her that "the final conclusion is that no one will be dropping the subject"

BAH.

Anyway, we went to the office after that coz mum said to see Loh. Then. OM Yu saw me and asked, "arent you suppose to report for detention today?"

Opps. Totally forgot about it. Heehz.

So yea. Followed him in to rearrange a date when he told me Loh left school already.

BUT. The thing is, Loh did not. My mum called again at 3.30 (i asked chua at bout 3 ) and spoke to Loh AGAIN.

And you know what he said ?

"The choice is up to you."

Stupid Tan and his idiotic school policies. Argh.

So went back to class to get my stuff while bitching with Keroy about Tan.

Keroy's golden line.

"Did you see that look on his face when we were talking ? It was like he was desperately trying to think up enough english phrases just to answer us. I bet he ran out of phrases to use and not cause he really had to rush off for that so called meeting."

We later concluded that we "shouldnt be fighting amongst ourselves with regards to this issue."

Thus. I'm at home today while they summit my name for chinese AGAIN.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

Banana Trees

Okay. I dont feel like blogging. I feel like doing my Amath homework on vectors. No i'm not sick. Just too bored and all.

Anyway, i had my english oral yesterday. It. Was. Bad.

Very.

Sigh. I flumbered some IDIOTICALLY SIMPLE WORDS LIKE 100. I cant believe myself. In that split moment, i saw it as 1000.

The picture was kinda weird but as i later realised has some rather alternate ways of interpreting it. But anyway..

The worst should be the convo.
"What is one thing you had never told anyone but wished you did"
Stunned la. Laughed a little then blabbered on.

"Do you think people nowadays take our lifestyles for granted"
Wasnt so bad. Got started on Edmund and stuff.

So yea. Thus was my English Oral.

Then for more confirmed results. Had 'Banana Tree' for my Chinese O's. Awwwww.

I'm planning to drop. I'm prepared to get my mum to even meet Loh if needed. Yea. I managed to sell her the idea that dropping is better for me.

But Lyon. His faith in me is scaring me.

Oh well.

But kinda funny. When i called my mum, her first line after hearing what i got for oral and overall was "Merit/B3 is just pass ?" respectively.

I was close to ramming my head into the wall i was leaning on seeing that I've been getting C5s all this while during Sec4 and she HAD to say that I just passed. Argh.

So now. To drop or not to drop ?

randomness

Spinning in My Room:
Sail Away (Orrinoco Flow) - Enya

Hey bro. If you happen to be reading this and suspect it's you, most likely you're right.

I know i shouldnt be raking this up but seeing that you're over her already and that well, i just need to make a note..

Thanks. x)

So yea..

You're in a relationship now. One which you enjoyed alot. One which you felt would last.

What if one day your "other half" decides to break up with you.

How would you feel ?

With an email.

How would you feel ?

An email that seemed so carefully crafted, so void of emotions, so detached.

How would you feel ?

Then what if..

You had to attend this wedding the next day.

How would you feel ?

And you were supposed to be the best man.

How would you feel ?
~*~
My mum just sneaked up on me. So scary. Lolx.

So now, we shall talk about some pictures.



Like this. Taken during the NDP thingy. The mr-i-not-enthu is QuanQi in case you dont realise. He refused to get into sugar high mode throughout the entire show while Johnathan was the most enthu one, trying to get us to cheer along with him and all.



Example. He pasted that "tattoo" thingy on his cheek while the rest of us did only one the back of our hands and arm. Yes we made Qq paste one too.



Very very cute boy. He sat in front of Qq and was very very very cute. Damn funny. He was playing with us throughout the parade. Qq and him were constantly flashing the torchlight at each another. Qq later took ours' too and flashed 4 at him, leading to the kid hiding behind his bag.

So now. Other pictures.



Last year's graduation ceremony's cotton banner. The pair of legs there should belong to edwin if i didnt recall wrongly. I later removed all cotton to do..



This more fanciful cotton banner. So amazing ya ? The year's almost over already. We're left with what ? 4 or 5 more weeks till prelims ? Ah. I'm worried about humanes. But then.

Oh well.

lovin' you

Hmm.. Yesterday was all Daddy's idea. Haha. I just saw how everything fall into place this afternoon. Amazing. =)

Anyway, the bbq yesterday was fun. Extra long entry ! You're warned. x)

So yea. We first started out bbq`ing. Haha. Does such a word exist ?

Then edwin, junwei and kam kit arrived at around 6 to 7 after bowling.

Johnathan to edwin:got bring spare clothes"
Edwin: No (He had this smile on his face !!)
Me: Yea right.
Edwin: Really ! I didnt bring any !

I had walked away by then, bring the chicken wings to Joyce and co at the table. So as i did that, edwin and co had already placed their bags by the pillar, so...

i flipped open edwin's bag.

So yea. There was a towel and a shirt.

Settled. We're dumping him first.

Me to John: Edwin brough spare. I checked his bag.

So we grabbed QuanQi while Edwin, for some weird reason had took off his shoes and walked towards the children pool (it was just beside the bbq pit). Thus..

John, Qq and me grabbed edwin and started dragging him towards the pool.

But being the kind soul that i am, i took his handphone from his pocket before he got pushed in.

BUT. We learn that being nice is no good. Edwin grabbed me and tried getting me in with him. Luckily, i didnt fall. He got his whole jeans wet though. =P

So yea.

The first one to get dumped into the regular pool was KamKit. Quite funny coz him, junwei and myself were sitting down eating/talking when for some reason we decided that we should throw Kk in.

So yea. Junwei pulled Kk's chair, resulting in him shouting, "i'm wearing shoes"

Me: i suggest you to take it off before we dump you with it.
Kk: I think wearing it is safer.
Me: You think we wont dare to throw you in with it ?

He later decided that i had a point and took off his shoes. Leving him open for throwing. Thus junwei as usual, pulled his chair, causing him to jump up and be caught by Edwin and Qq. So splash, one down !

I must admit, i was the one choosing targets most of the time. But it was all in the name of fun ya ? =P

But yea. Got shoved in too.

My actual plan was "always hold something edible at hand, using that as an excuse". But sadly, after i finished that otah KaiTing suggested i eat(it was so freaking hot), i saw Kk and quickly took a sausage, nibbling at it when he ran over and shouted "wo yao chi!" grabbing my weapon away.

Shocked to be without a defense, i grabbed the nearest pillar but was too late. Kk was already grabbing my arm with his other hand, dragging me towards the pool. Then JunWei had to come along to help him, pushing me.

I was literally kicking up a fuss on the floor while trying to get away. Edwin then came and helped them, shoving me in.

BAH.

So yea. We continued eating till bout 9 when KaiTing, Eugenia and i swam a little at the other end of the pool, furthest from the bbq pit before going for a sauna.

Quite fun. We ran up a higher temperature faster then the guys ! Hahaha. Our room hit 58 degrees about 5 minutes before theirs. I suspect Edwin's nuts. He went in with his jeans. Lolx.

We packed up by about 11 after the cake cutting and the horrendous cheesecake feeding. I was stuffed a mouthful by MingZi too. Eeewww. Kk managed to escape with MingZi dropping the last piece. Sigh. So unfair !!!

Anyway, Amalina left at about 11 while i went off at 11.30. The rest of them HuiTing, YanJia, Joyce, KaiTing, Linda, MingZi, Johnathan, QuanQi, JunWei, BoonHui, KamKit and Edwin went to GV Tampines for a movie. They settled on Charlie and the Chocolate Factory with QuanQi sleeping through 3/4 of the movie.

The show ended at about 2.30 and i heard that those staying at Eugenia's place only managed to reach her place after the movie at 5 due to the lack of transport while MingZi, JunWei, BoonHui and KamKit shared a cab home. Heehz.

Ah well. Was a great day. Thankfully i saw His signs. Haha.

Praise Him ! Hahaha.

fugly fugly me =((

Spinning in My Room:
Stars and Stripes - Olivia the Band

Olivia is a freaking good group. Worth checking out.

Anyway, i as usual, wasted money on some stupid stuff today. Too *argh* with myself to bother typing the tale.

So yea. Oral practice today. Nohing much, like generally i speak too fast.

Honestly, i'm afraid i'll subconsciously litter my language with words like "uber" or "kewl".

Uber is actually short for über alles, which is german meaning above everything else.

While kewl is just kewl ! Lolx.

Btw, my new glasses look ugly. I look EXCEPTIONALLY FUGLY NOW.

Sigh. QuanQi is so gonna have a great time laughing his head off. Double sigh.

happy birthday anna !

Spinning in My Room:
I Live My Life For You - Firehouse

Uberly nice and sweet song. But makes me feel damn sad too. Haha.

Ah well.

Anna's birthday today, happy birthday gal ! Hope you liked the card i made seeing that i'm too lazy to look for a present especially for ya.

Anyway, so next card's gonna be for Keroy. Layout is settled but i'm no idea what design. Sigh.

So now, off to inspiration.innovation.initiation 101 !

I wanna get the concept up fast. It's really bugging me bad. =((
~*~


I just can't live without you and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before

i forgot the title

Yea. Seriously, i forgot the title. Hahaha.

Anyway, totally awesome day (minus the history common test of course).

So yea, i'm psyched. Jeff Ray replied !!! This is like so cool.

In case you're wondering, Jeff Ray is the guy behind Truth Industries. Which in turn is the one that does the Truth Soul Armor line. Uber kewlness !!

I'm getting exclusive catalogs from TSA !!

So yea, checking my email is a fun thing to do. Replying to them is not. So if any of you here reading this wants to complain about me not replying, it's really not my fault ~! Hahahaha. =P

*bounces around like a fanatic rabbit*

*breathes in*

That aside, i need to learn to speak slower. I blabber non-stop like a bullet train when i get excited or nervous. Bah.